When I was six we nearly blew up the railroad station. I can’t believe it when I think back, but at the time it was so common for children to get our hands on explosives. The older boys, and by that I mean ten, eleven, figured out how to render the volatile agent from unexploded land mines in boiling water and pack it into cakes they could ignite with an improvised fuse. Young birch forests were invading from the West. We chopped them down with submachine guns. We never gave a thought to the police. The woods were lively with weapons, grenades, ammunition abandoned after the war. We kept our cache under floorboards in a shed outside barracks that were once a country church. We’d meet there after school to arm ourselves and hike into the woods or down to the tracks. They didn’t let me handle a grenade, but I had my own Thompson gun and a Colt sidearm nobody else wanted with plenty of bullets. Nowadays when they shoot each other up at school, there’s aways someone pointing at whoever provided the guns. The older boys were setting their cakes beneath the train station floor. I think they were laying a powder trail as a fuse. They wouldn’t let me see. We didn’t expect anybody to be in the station at that hour; it only handled freight, still. I squeezed off some manual rounds into the treetops. Something snapped down through the branches to the station roof. When I think back now on what might have happened, it’s a dream, like someone else’s life. I hollered at them: Let me see! I took my pistol from my pants and threw it to the ground. It discharged when it hit. I beat their shoulders with my puny fists.
Copyright ©February 13, 2007 David Hodges
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February 13, 2007 at 10:36 am
loricat
a subtle ending…
. . . starts with nearly a bang.
–David
February 13, 2007 at 11:49 am
litlove
Now in total contrast to your last piece, this should be subtitled ‘Hymn to Inbuilt Male Aggression’. The boy child as lawless yet creative scavenger who must learn his moral lessons the hard and dangerous way. I find this filmic again, like the opening sequence that provides an essential flashback to the protagonists’ later life.
I do, too, litlove, but it comes from no movie I’ve seen.
–David
March 3, 2007 at 7:12 am
Annelisa
Guess there’s a lot of countries where weapons in the hands of children is a common thing – scarey! Especially when their fuses are so much shorter, and their explosions so much bigger! :-S
I couldn’t say it better than that. Thanks, Annelisa.
–David