My son’s a nice enough kid, I suppose, flaky as all get-out, but a hard worker when he sets his mind to something, which is the problem. I offered him a way into the business, but he never cracked the binder. Plus, he qualified for military officer training, but he went kamikaze on his interview. Yeah. Seemed proud of it. I’m taking him to colleges for campus visits with admissions workers, anybody we can get. We never go without a name. I see to that. He handles himself well, I have to admit. He knows just how to talk to that whole crowd. I’m sure they’d all be happy to take his tuition, but we’re looking for scholarships, so it helps that they think he’s smart. They ask about his background, which I guess means they think he got good training at home. Go figure. We’re sharing a room when we travel overnight. Yeah, he’s in the room now, reading. No, I got this one. You get the next one. Tomorrow’s a big day: three campuses, one Ivy League, one right after the other. I set it up. But I was telling you about the bridge. Dad, he tells me, I haven’t thanked you for this trip. I told him, you know, it’s what dads do: superior dads. He asked me what I would want for him, you know?, what would I want him to be, if it was my choice: a college-boy question. I thought I had made that clear, but he wanted another answer. Exactly! Pursue your own dream; you must have kids, too. Or do whatever the hell you want to, I forget how I said it, but I didn’t look at him until we crossed the bridge and, when I did, I wish I hadn’t.
Copyright © September 24, 2007 David Hodges
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September 24, 2007 at 7:13 pm
briseis
Lovely!
Thank you, Briseis.
–David
September 25, 2007 at 2:43 am
Wizzer
David, you’ve done it to me again. What is that bridge? (rhetorical) and do we ever want for ourselves that which our fathers think best?? Is it because we want it or because it will please them? Great piece.
Thanks, Wizzer.
–David
September 26, 2007 at 5:07 am
litlove
How very beautifully you reconstruct the burden of expectation between parent and child; its weight and opacity, its hopes and disappointments and its force of mutual definition. Just heartbreaking. And look at your stats, David! That’s almost 50,000 moments of enlightenment and delight you’ve given your readers. And in several hundred cases the pleasure was all mine.
And almost as many times you’ve left me the most flattering comments, like these. Thank you very much, Litlove. I hope your presence here lately means you’re on the mend and will be back at The Reading Room soon. We all miss you.
–David
September 27, 2007 at 2:24 pm
pmousse
I loved this one. I wanted to grab the narrator’s shoulders, and say “What??? What did you see there in his face? What did it mean?”
I could tell you, pmousse, but then we would both have to jump off the bridge. Thanks!
–David
September 27, 2007 at 5:42 pm
grantman
..having crossed that bridge as both a father and a son, I can feel the pressure sitting in both seats. It has always been that experience is the best teacher. Too bad it has to be our own…good job
grantman
Very nicely put, grantman. Thank you as always for your insightful comments.
–David
September 29, 2007 at 5:38 am
Manictastic
Very gripping, i must say. The poor old man, but it’s like that, once crossed you can not uncross.
Thanks, Manictastic.
–David
October 26, 2007 at 5:35 pm
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