You are not an accident, little one. You were in my care even before you were born. You have a place inside me still and always will. I have big plans for you, little one, plans as grand as galaxies and as unfathomable, but they mean nothing. Please, I beg you, scatter them and build yourself a world I can’t imagine. You owe me nothing. I release you, and though it destroys me to let you go, nothing will separate us for long until we are joined again at the end of the briefest of days. Already you know what it is to be cold and wander, but, banished or lost, you will always have a home. Where there is sky, you will find my face. Where there is running water, I will wash you. Where there are voices or a whisper of wind, I will sing you to sleep or wake you, depending on the hour. Everything in its own time, anxious one. Compared to stars, the years are counting candles, blown away like wishes. Don’t hurry; the moment is all you need for eternity. The end can wait—I’ve seen it. I got here first; I’ll be here when you arrive. Be careful who you travel with; there are temptations, but with my thumbs I left my mark upon your temples. Find me there if you need guidance and feel my heart. It beats in time with yours. What else can I give you, gifts? You are the gift. Companionship? Compared to what you bring the world, the people you meet are wrapping paper, greeting cards, yours for a moment and gone. I want you to do something for me out of love not obligation. Think of what that might be. Now do it for someone else.
Copyright © December 21, 2006 David Hodges
19 comments
Comments feed for this article
December 21, 2006 at 5:41 pm
litlove
Just beautiful. I knew you could do it, and you know what I think.
Thank you, litlove. I owe it all to you for the gentle prompt. So glad you like it. My very warmest wishes for a wonderful holiday.
–David
December 21, 2006 at 10:05 pm
sarah flanigan
‘the people you meet are wrapping paper, greeting cards, yours for a moment then gone’ Wonderful imagery, David – and so true. It’s a lovely gift to Christmas.
sarah
Well, if anyone knows about beautiful Christmas stories, it would be you, Sarah. Thank you, and have a wonderful holiday!
–David
December 22, 2006 at 12:30 am
qazse
I think this is very poetic and beautiful. “but with my thumbs I left my mark upon your temples. Find me there if you need guidance and feel my heart. It beats in time with yours.” is especially sweet.
Merry Christmas, qazse!
–David
December 23, 2006 at 9:53 pm
mshahin
This is so different from what I’m used to reading of your stories. It has a different tone or a different voice. Very beautiful and inspiring to read.
Hope you have a beautiful holiday 🙂
I don’t usually strive for revelation, but a friend challenged me to do a little something on the Nativity and I didn’t want to let her down.
–David
December 24, 2006 at 12:52 am
Hajera
A lovely story! Hope you have a wonderful and blessed holiday with your loved ones : )
And to you, hajera, any time of year. Thank you.
–David
December 24, 2006 at 1:51 pm
timethief
Thank you for posting your stories David. You are an enormously talented writer. This one was wonderfully crafted and apropos to the season. All your stories are thought provoking and brilliantly written. Some have made me uncomfortable and that I consider to be a good thing.
May you have a merry and bright holiday season. 🙂
Wow, timethief! What a beautiful thing to find in my stocking. And a merry merry Christmas to you too! Pa-rum-pum-pum-pum!
–David
January 2, 2007 at 9:18 pm
mandarine
Do you have the Latin translation for your ‘Think of what that might be. Now do it for someone else.’, so that it can be engraved in some stone next to Augustine’s ‘Dilige et quod vis fac’ (Love, and do what you will)?
I wouldn’t dare.
–David
January 5, 2007 at 6:25 am
Annelisa
Beautiful, and as others have said, not your usual kind of story!
I don’t know about you, but I often keep my greetings cards (oh, and sometimes even wrapping paper…) – is that unusual? And does it mean people around me are more permanent? (I wish!)
I like your opening ideas – that you have so many dreams and aspirations for your kids, but still you want them to go their own way… It’s what you really aspire for one, isn’t it, true independence?
Great stuff!
Thanks, annelisa. I have a large collection of greeting cards.
–David
December 24, 2007 at 7:33 pm
pmousse
You know, this is the first time this season that I’ve considered the meaning of it all. Nice.
Thank you, pmousse. And a wonderful and meaningful Christmas to you!
–David
December 25, 2007 at 10:38 am
whypaisley
beautiful in any voice…..
merry christmas david…..
Thank you very much, whypaisley, and a beautiful Christmas to you, too.
–David
December 25, 2007 at 7:56 pm
briseis
Beautiful, David, as well you know. A perfect capture of the nurturing nature at the heart of the season. Thank you, and merry Christmas.
And a wonderful merry Christmas to you, too, Briseis. Thank you.
–David
December 28, 2007 at 2:23 pm
grantman
fantastic .. a mothers love, a creators love, the hand of a parent…all there , one of your best this year…four stars!!
Grantman
Thank you, Grantman. Actually a favorite from last year, brought back for a holiday encore, but I thank you all the same.
–David
December 28, 2007 at 4:08 pm
JJ Loch
How beautiful…letting go is the hardest thing to do and love is eternal.
JJ 😀
Thank you, JJ. I hope you’re right.
–David
December 29, 2007 at 1:12 pm
Omega
very beautiful story, full of love and kindness! Merry Christmas and happy New Year!
Thank you, Omega, and welcome to Very Short Novels.
–David
December 30, 2007 at 11:25 am
isac
What a love story. Hope you had a wonderful Christmas.
Why, thank you, isac, and welcome to Very Short Novels.
–David
January 2, 2008 at 10:43 am
c'est moi
This one is the happy, feel good VSN. I enjoyed it. Ok back to work 🙂
Glad I could help, c’est moi! Thank you.
–David
January 2, 2008 at 12:05 pm
Wizzer
Just beautiful – is this the Father’s love or any father’s? For any parent this is so moving.
As you so often do, Wizzer, you’ve asked the perfect question yet again. Thanks!
–David
January 8, 2008 at 11:29 am
wailin
So many things can be read, interpreted, and siphoned from this one. I am moved. Nuff said.
Thanks, wailin. It’s a favorite, all right.
–David
December 29, 2010 at 2:19 pm
Isac
What a love story. Hope you had a wonderful Christmas.
Why, thank you, Isac, and welcome to Very Short Novels.
–David 376