When our favorite couple decided to marry and chose for their date a Saturday in July already charged with bright significance, we had to insist, they couldn’t have it. A valiant naval captain had gone down defiantly with his ship defending our coast in a stout but sodden effort on that very date before we were born—that date or the next, so both were already celebrated. What’s more, the influenza that had cost us our brightest youth had broken on the same date again years later, during our occupation, and while it still culled the many already infected, the serum our doctors discovered by accident prevented losses into the teens and who-knows-how-many black days on the carefree calendar to reclaim. We urged them to consider a Tuesday in August which no one could face without weeping instead. We promised them state ceremony and a parade down the grand boulevard in return if they would only give us back that day by choosing it to wed. They promised to think about it and then eloped or ran away then married, we presume; we haven’t seen them since. I know how they feel, the couple, my countrymen. I have my own dark days my friends insist on calling to remind me I have yet to get all the way through. They send me cards and bake me cakes to remind me how bad off I am, so when I can, I meet someone radiant on those days to supplant the memories and move the pebble off the square—someone who doesn’t remind me of anything—but there are so few such radiant numbers on a gameboard this small, and so many black and stony squares. I will have to live forever and lose nothing further to get my calendar back.
Copyright © July 02, 2008 David Hodges
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July 3, 2008 at 4:07 am
Wizzer at Guru fodder
David, I can only say, such is the deep feeling coming through, this one could so easily have been part of an autobiography.
Someone else’s autobiography, I assure you, Wizzer. Thank you.
–David
July 4, 2008 at 12:36 pm
grantman
David you have a special way of bringing the unreal in life to reality! Shades of Brautigan all over the place,,,,great job..the idea that the past is so real that it’s alive and affecting today is awesome…
Grantman
Thanks, Grantman. This isn’t the first time you’ve compared me to the inestimable Mr Brautigan. I dare not read him again now, for fear of overinfluence.
–David
July 6, 2008 at 7:24 pm
grantman
…not to worry there is so much there.. Brautigan’s way of thinking set a generation in tune with the inanimate, which begged every day to be accounted for and included…when you do it or I in one of mine we just pay homage to a great great writer who left us way too soon..Sadly few remember him…so sad..
Grantman
In praise of Richard Brautigan, then, and other inanimate objects with the power to move us! Thanks, Grantman.
–David