You are not an accident, little one. You were in my care even before you were born. You have a place inside me still and always will. I have big plans for you, little one, plans as grand as galaxies and as unfathomable, but they mean nothing. Please, I beg you, scatter them and build yourself a world I can’t imagine. You owe me nothing. I release you, and though it destroys me to let you go, nothing will separate us for long until we are joined again at the end of the briefest of days. Already you know what it is to be cold and wander but, banished or lost, you will always have a home. Where there is sky, you will find my face. Where there is running water, I will wash you. Where there are voices or a whisper of wind, I will sing you to sleep or wake you, depending on the hour. Everything in its own time, anxious one. Compared to stars the years are counting candles, blown away like wishes. Don’t hurry; the moment is all you need for eternity. The end can wait—I’ve seen it. I got here first; I’ll be here when you arrive. Be careful who you travel with, there are temptations, but with my thumbs I left my mark upon your temples. Find me there if you need guidance and feel my heart. It beats in time with yours. What else can I give you, gifts? You are the gift. Companionship? Compared to what you bring the world the people you meet are wrapping paper, greeting cards, yours for a moment and gone. I want you to do something for me out of love not obligation. Think of what that might be. Now do it for someone else.
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December 25, 2009 at 1:47 pm
anhinga
You’ve done it again, David. This is beautiful.
Thank you, anhinga. Merry Christmas to you.
–David
December 28, 2009 at 3:39 am
petesmama
Very nice. Merry Christmas David.
And to you, petesmama.
–David
December 30, 2009 at 10:53 am
first50
A perfect story to celebrate Christmas day.
Thank you so much, Virginia.
–David
January 5, 2010 at 11:07 am
hajera
Sublime.
Thank you, hajera. Happy New Year.
–David
January 7, 2010 at 6:46 pm
Peter McCartney
Simply beautiful and it hits so close to home for me – Take Care – Peter
Thank you, Peter. I’ve just read your latest, which is, as always, beautiful and heartfelt. Happy New Year!
–David
January 8, 2010 at 6:07 pm
Peter McCartney
Your comment means a great deal to me, thank you. Wishing you the very best for 2010 and beyond!
Yours mean a great deal to me too, Peter.
–David
April 3, 2010 at 7:42 pm
Estevez
How do you feel about euthanasia?
I feel it’s the ultimate mercy.
–David
November 16, 2011 at 4:08 pm
Bokamoso Mothudi
I love this story more than the others.. Christmas day is my mums birthday, but she died when i was 8 yrs old.. Wen i read it, i felt lyk u she was the one talking 2 me.. Thank you for making a difference.. Weneva i fee lyf is 2 much 4 me, i read this story and feel so much beta afterwards. Thank you!
I’m happy if the story helps you in any way, Bokamoso.
–David